New Year’s eve…

I’ve learned a lot this year. I learned that things don’t always turn out the way we planned.

I have learned that you can get through bad times and keep looking for better ones, as long as you have people who love you.

I learned also that I won’t ever be ready for what life throws at me. I won’t have right words when it counts… but now I know I don’t always need to have the right answer.

I have another year ahead of me, another shot at making it right.

New year brings new chapters, new verse…ultimately we write it. The choice is ours.

Let’s take a leap of faith and begin this wondrous new year by believing.

I will be closing my eyes hard and I will open my heart widely…because sometimes it feels like there are so many things in this world that we can’t control. Earthquakes, floods, reality shows…. But it’s important to remember the things that we can – like forgiveness, second chances, fresh starts.

Because the one thing that changes the world from a lonely place to a beautiful place is love.

Love, in any of its forms, love gives us hope.

We…someone somewhere and I, met for the first time couple of days before New Year’s of Millenium. We were just kids falling in love.

Almost 20 years later I really hoped we will celebrate NY together, watching fireworks, kissing at midnight and starting a new adventure together.

Perfect New Year’s eve for me it would be with him, naked, watching fireworks, wishing all together wishes, kissing from old year to new one…so that ending of an old one and beginning of a new one would be ours, and beautiful.

I wanted New years to be beginning of 365 days with him by my side… I wished that it will be 365 days for holding our hands, going to sleep together…and 365 days to wake up next to each other.

I won’t stop dreaming! I won’t give up! I’m not letting go!

Let our coming year be filled with magic and dreams and good kinda madness. Let’s somewhere in the next year, surprise ourselves.

Let’s fall for raw conversations, those in which we know the person is not playing, not pretending to be someone they aren’t- Let’s fall for carefree inadvertent smiles, those which aren’t intended to impress another. Let’s fall for what is real! Let’s fall for souls, not the skin carrying it.

Let’s wish for beautiful moments, treasured memories and all the blessings a heart can know.

Let’s love like nothing else matters!

Let’s love 365 days a year!

Kiss me at midnight! Let the adventure begin!

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